Lately I was thinking a lot about what to write my next post on and sadly nothing popped into my head. I was kind of sad thinking that I had nothing going on in my mind. You see, its tough to think of a good enough topic to write a blog post on in a blog which hardly anybody reads other than me, myself and I. But the problem is that whenever this busy mind of mine is at work trying to unravel the mysteries of my own life people come and create ripples in my thought process. Sometimes I come up with such vivid ideas to write my blog post on but suddenly someone would come and disturb me throwing away these ideas to the darkest dimensions of my mind. I believe every mind has a bermuda triangle in it and whenever something goes there, it completely disappears without a trace. The only problem I face is that all my ideas end up falling in that area. So I thought of writing this post as soon as possible so that the present idea which is in my mind doesn't fall into this area of nothingness. Even though this idea maybe the most boring ones among all the other ideas which had popped into my head, you can't blame me, its nature. But before I start the real stuff I want to talk about there as some things that bug me a lot these days. My parents are so behind me these days. My dad on one side believes that whenever I am not sitting on my table and not studying I am wasting time which is quiet irritating cause whenever I get up to even get a bottle of water I get comments like - "Don't waste time... Time is precious .... Go study!" Its like my body was designed to just study and because I am not doing what was programmed into me I am getting many virus alerts after every five minutes. That is not the main problem I am going against these days. My mom is becoming a Columban and that completely sucks. If you had read the previous post of mine about The Columban Ideology then you would be having a pretty good idea of what Columbans think of about girls. Just for a small recap, Columbans believe that every girl who is your friend becomes your crush or your girlfriend. This is what I have to go through everyday in school, surrounded by humans who assume Columbans can never have a girl - friend and if they have one she becomes his girlfriend. Being used to that atmosphere for the past 12 years, I have no problem with it but I can't staying in that same atmosphere in home too. I have some friends in my colony who I chat with and when my mom found out that I have some girl-friends among these, she started getting on my nerves. Everyday she would ask me questions like -
"How is __________(can't give the name.... :P)?"
"Is ___________ ignoring you?"
"Niranjan, _________ is good. I like her"
These series of questions become very irritating when being hear almost once a day. Its like the indirect way of telling me that I shouldn't interact with girls at this age or at least even if I do not so much. What I don't understand is that even though I wrote a 2-3 page blog on Girls and clearly stated there that I am not interested in such things why do you need to keep bugging me. Also I have noticed that since that blog post, my parents are even more concerned about who I talk with and who I don't. My blog's purpose was to stop that but I believe my post didn't show the effects I hoped it would.
Leaving all this and coming to what I really wanted to say. I had written this short story lately named SINS whose first chapter I had posted on my blog too and I liked the story line so much that I felt that I should write a complete book on it and that is what I am trying to do these days. The problem is that all the free time I have, I end up thinking about what I should write in continuation of my story. The thing is SINS is a murder mystery novel due to which what my mind usually thinks about is interesting and intriguing ways of killing people without a detective being able to solve it. You see, to write a murder mystery novel , you have to put yourself in the murderer's shoes. Here is when I found out that being a serial killer is the most difficult profession in the world. I really mean it. Becoming a doctor may be tough cause you have to mug up a lot of difficult words; or a judge cause he makes the decision for all cases representing the people; or a surgeon cause the life of a human depends on his hands. But a serial killer has to think of many other things. Even for him a human life depends on his hands but the only difference is that a surgeon has to save a life while a killer has to destroy it. Saving a life only needs love for other human souls but it is tougher to take away life cause you have to overcome all your fears and execute the murder perfectly. The catch isn't here; the main thing the murderer has to think of is not only killing his victim, but also to leave no trace of himself. Even a second of diversion and you have put an end to your life too. A surgeon doesn't need to care about his own life but a murderer is playing with two lives - one which he has to slay and the other which he has to keep safe.
You can't be a human when you are killing people, who have to become a higher race for sometime. Such a race whose moves cannot be predicted by the inferior humans. A human serial killer can never be successful, but a monster always lives forever but still is found nowhere. A monster not only knows how to execute a perfect murder but also predict the moves of the humans behind him and always stay a step ahead. He has the ability to play with others minds even without talking to them and make them do what he wants with no strings attached. According to me the IQ of a perfect murderer would be higher than anyone imaginable and to catch someone like this you would require a monster on the good side too. Only a fiend can destroy a fiend cause that's what destiny is. Humans are simple a minor race considered to demons and monsters.
But this is not where my main question lies. What would be do if a monster would be on our side? Would we still try to get rip of it? Or would we use it at our own advantage? What I mean to say is that what if there is a murderer who helps humans in general? Sounds odd but it is a valid question. What would we do if there is some human in the corner of the world who kills all the bad people without leaving a trace of himself? He has the ability to kill anyone he wants but uses it to kill all the rapists and murderers and thieves of the world so that he can make the world a better place. A person who doesn't harm innocents but punishes all sinners. What would we do if such a being existed amongst us but we had no clue who he really is? Would we come together and try to find this person so we can kill him for taking many lives or would we worship him for making the world a cleaner place? Would we try to destroy this monster or make him the God Of The New World?
Humans have a tendency to only see the wrongs and completely forget the rights. For once think deeply, considering all pros and cons of such a human. Would he be a boon or a curse for mankind? Would he be the destruction or the creation of a new world?
I to be honest would support such a God and if been able to have such powers and talent, would do the same. Yes, you may think of me being foolish but for me a sinner deserves death, not an innocent and I could go to the extent of sinning to destroy such a sinner. I also know that I just contradicted myself by saying sinners should face death and that i would sin, but I would freely accept death if I could clean the world from all sinners. I am not saying that I would ever become a killer in the future or I have any intentions to become one. What I am trying to say that I would like the world to be a cleaner place, even if it meant losing my life for it. I believe the existence of such a person would allow the normal people to walk peacefully due to their belief of the sinners being punished while the sinners wont do anything afraid of being this God's next target.
I would like to get others opinions too. On whose side would you be? The side of humanity or the side of punishment?
