Due to studying in a boy's school for more than 11 years there is a problem i am facing and considering that i am a teenager its a life threatening problem. GIRL PROBLEM.
What would a typical boy from a pure breed school of guys do when he is made to stand in front of any girl, fat or size 0? Mos of them would shy away and most probably just stand speechless or run away like a girl. I am not that kind but i do known many like that from my school. I can easily talk to girls and make a comfortable conversation. Then you may ask what is the LIFE THREATENING problem i am facing?
I don't understand this opposite gender. It is quite a fact that no one can understand this opposite gender and well,that is my problem... I cant , at all , understand how the mind of women work. Sometimes they are angels while sometimes they become demons who eat you till your respect or soul remains. They shatter you into pieces making you do anything. Its evil, really evil.
I really thank my parents that they sent me to a boys asylum and not to a coed. I am so happy that i didn't have to face these life sucking leeches when i was a child or i would have been alive to write this post right now. The problem my parents did was sending me to a tution class in class 7. It all started there. Not exactly class 7 cause when i was in that grade i was the typical gay student from a boys school who didn't have the nerve to ask an eraser from a girl but after a couple of months passed i got a hang of it. I believed that this species is not such a great threat, and that was the worst move i ever made. The last few months of grade 7 i started interacting to these creatures but not at a high extent, just one chat a week or something but every fatal mistake starts with a small accident. That thought of mine which was sown into my mind at the age of 11 was the first step to my own destruction. But i didn't realize it then. You see girls are like a drug- you like them in the start but only after you become an addict do you understand that you need to get rid of this thing but you just cant. That's the same with me its just that i didn't become an addict and i haven't got involved into anything stupid with this opposite sex.
Anyway, the seed implanted in me started to grow in class 8 when i went to a coaching class outside my colony. I met new people, i met new characters and then did i get to know that i was completely detached from these colony friends of mine who i barely talked to cause i met them everyday. I wanted to talk to them, guys and the girls. The guys were easy to find but the real prey i was searching for, the girls weren't at reach. I lost hope that i then remembered the ultimate destination where everyone in this entire world stumbled upon at some time or the other - FACEBOOK.
After a few minutes of dedicated effort i found one girl amonat the group of 5 in my batch even though i was close only to this one. The only reason i even remembered her name was because she was the first girl to ever slap me other than my mother. What happened was that we were giving a test but we all noticed was that there were two girls missing in class. Half way through the test we saw two figures enter the class with a large cake. It was the birthday of one of them and she had brought a full cake for all of us. It was being distributed and we were continuing our math test. The other girl comes to me with a slice of cake and tell me to take it. I jokingly reply that she sit and feed it to me. That's when i realized the first thing about girls - They don't appreciate jokes. She slapped me (not hard) and took the slice. Everyone In class went home with their tummy's full but mine went back empty.
I guess after an year she had forgotten all that cause she accepted the request and we started chatting. She was my only girl - friend then so i was still not that confident to talk to many girls.
The second lesson i learned was during mid September. In my grade 8 coaching class we were going to have a bio test next week. We were all freaked out when a girl in class who i kind of had a crush on came to me and said," Hey Niranjan, i have to attend an important function due to which i cant study for the test so can u study well and help me cheat?" I was still in shock that she was talking to me that o just kept nodding. After she had gone back to her wolf pack did i start recollecting what all she had said and then did i understand that i had put myself in a real mess. But it was my only hope of making an impression. I went home and genuinely studied. Eager to sit beside her and help her i was damn excited. The day of the test came and i went and sat on an empty bench. Even after the question papers were given there was no trace of her. I thought she wouldn't be coming and i started fo using on the test.after few minutes did i realize that someone was budging my shoulder. She was sitting next to me. For a moment i got scared, then i calmed down and slowly moved my answer sheet towards her. The mission was successful. I showed her my complete paper and both satisfied went back home. Next week we got the results and i was stunned. The only exam i genuinely studied and out of 40 i only got a 23. I tilted my head towards the left and saw that she got 26. I was in more shocked. Her paper was a carbon coy of mine but she scores 3 marks more than me. I was disappointed with my effort but i thought she would at least be happy that she scored more than me. After our class she starred at me and in a few seconds my cheeks were red. The second girl who slapped me and this one was hard. Here i learned a new lesson - Never disappoint the expectations of a girl.
After that everything went quite fine other than the fact that this girl left the coaching a few weeks after this incident. I still hope it wasn't cause of me. In 9th i again changed my tuition class and i had come back to a my colony. Here i really started loosing my fear of girls. Even though our batch only had one girl during the first few months i was really comfortable talking to them now. I was getting a hang of it. After a few months a pack of 3 girls joined our batch who i could quickly become friends with. They were great friends and they were the only girls who i knew who hadn't slapped me. So i wasn't scared of them at all. W used to hang out , celebrated each others because birthdays in buzzard ways. They became my friends, good friends. Some of them also became my confidant who i could openly speak to. I had an amazing group of friends and i was happy but after my first term my parents unsatisfied changed my tuition again in the middle of the year to another place a bit far from my home. I was detached but still tried to remain in touch.
Then i did something which i still regret. There was this girl amongst our group who i considered as my sister. She was very caring and considerate. After some time i noticed she was rarely replying my texts. It never occurred to me that she must be having some problem or simply didn't have balance. I was in a bad mood one day and whenever i used to be in a bad mood i used to talk to her as she understood me. She knew how rp calm me down. But suddenly i got so furious cause she wasn't replying that i send her a text saying that she only cares about herself and whenever she wants something she asks me but when I want her help she would disappear and act as u didn't even exist. I also said that she wasn't a true friend and just a fake. I knew all this wasn't true and that she really was the complete opposite to how i described her but something had gotten into me. She took it personally and i don't blame her for that but since then i haven't received a single text from her. 2 and a half years and my best friends doesn't reply. It still upsets me but i cant do anything about it. She unfriended me on FACEBOOK and deleted my phone number. I do admit i said too much but from the next day itself i told her sorry repeatedly. Still no difference. I have tried so much but no, she wont reply. I guess i had said too much and it hurt her deep within. We were just friends but this friendship did mean something to me and because of my stupidity i lost a great friend... No, i lost a great sister. Its been 2 and a half years and I am still trying to make some kind of contact with her but i am not able to. Here i learned my 3rd lesson - Think before you say anything to girls.
The worst part about this small argument was that she ended up telling her girlfriends about this who were my friends too and due to this they all stopped taking to me. After 3 years if hard work i had made about 7-9 girl-friends and i lost them all because of one stupid fight. Right now, one of these nine has again started talking to me and i am happy i have one good girl-friend. She was the second closest to me after this girl who i had a fight with but its fine.
So the main problem i want to address is that i don't know how to handle girls. I don't know but one fight made me loose8 friends of mine just because i don't understand this breed. Due to this i have learned the final and most important lesson of all - Keep away from this species.
NOTE:No one is allowed to ask any questions about these people referred to in this post about their names or them including my parents and other relatives.
What would a typical boy from a pure breed school of guys do when he is made to stand in front of any girl, fat or size 0? Mos of them would shy away and most probably just stand speechless or run away like a girl. I am not that kind but i do known many like that from my school. I can easily talk to girls and make a comfortable conversation. Then you may ask what is the LIFE THREATENING problem i am facing?
I don't understand this opposite gender. It is quite a fact that no one can understand this opposite gender and well,that is my problem... I cant , at all , understand how the mind of women work. Sometimes they are angels while sometimes they become demons who eat you till your respect or soul remains. They shatter you into pieces making you do anything. Its evil, really evil.
I really thank my parents that they sent me to a boys asylum and not to a coed. I am so happy that i didn't have to face these life sucking leeches when i was a child or i would have been alive to write this post right now. The problem my parents did was sending me to a tution class in class 7. It all started there. Not exactly class 7 cause when i was in that grade i was the typical gay student from a boys school who didn't have the nerve to ask an eraser from a girl but after a couple of months passed i got a hang of it. I believed that this species is not such a great threat, and that was the worst move i ever made. The last few months of grade 7 i started interacting to these creatures but not at a high extent, just one chat a week or something but every fatal mistake starts with a small accident. That thought of mine which was sown into my mind at the age of 11 was the first step to my own destruction. But i didn't realize it then. You see girls are like a drug- you like them in the start but only after you become an addict do you understand that you need to get rid of this thing but you just cant. That's the same with me its just that i didn't become an addict and i haven't got involved into anything stupid with this opposite sex.
Anyway, the seed implanted in me started to grow in class 8 when i went to a coaching class outside my colony. I met new people, i met new characters and then did i get to know that i was completely detached from these colony friends of mine who i barely talked to cause i met them everyday. I wanted to talk to them, guys and the girls. The guys were easy to find but the real prey i was searching for, the girls weren't at reach. I lost hope that i then remembered the ultimate destination where everyone in this entire world stumbled upon at some time or the other - FACEBOOK.
After a few minutes of dedicated effort i found one girl amonat the group of 5 in my batch even though i was close only to this one. The only reason i even remembered her name was because she was the first girl to ever slap me other than my mother. What happened was that we were giving a test but we all noticed was that there were two girls missing in class. Half way through the test we saw two figures enter the class with a large cake. It was the birthday of one of them and she had brought a full cake for all of us. It was being distributed and we were continuing our math test. The other girl comes to me with a slice of cake and tell me to take it. I jokingly reply that she sit and feed it to me. That's when i realized the first thing about girls - They don't appreciate jokes. She slapped me (not hard) and took the slice. Everyone In class went home with their tummy's full but mine went back empty.
I guess after an year she had forgotten all that cause she accepted the request and we started chatting. She was my only girl - friend then so i was still not that confident to talk to many girls.
The second lesson i learned was during mid September. In my grade 8 coaching class we were going to have a bio test next week. We were all freaked out when a girl in class who i kind of had a crush on came to me and said," Hey Niranjan, i have to attend an important function due to which i cant study for the test so can u study well and help me cheat?" I was still in shock that she was talking to me that o just kept nodding. After she had gone back to her wolf pack did i start recollecting what all she had said and then did i understand that i had put myself in a real mess. But it was my only hope of making an impression. I went home and genuinely studied. Eager to sit beside her and help her i was damn excited. The day of the test came and i went and sat on an empty bench. Even after the question papers were given there was no trace of her. I thought she wouldn't be coming and i started fo using on the test.after few minutes did i realize that someone was budging my shoulder. She was sitting next to me. For a moment i got scared, then i calmed down and slowly moved my answer sheet towards her. The mission was successful. I showed her my complete paper and both satisfied went back home. Next week we got the results and i was stunned. The only exam i genuinely studied and out of 40 i only got a 23. I tilted my head towards the left and saw that she got 26. I was in more shocked. Her paper was a carbon coy of mine but she scores 3 marks more than me. I was disappointed with my effort but i thought she would at least be happy that she scored more than me. After our class she starred at me and in a few seconds my cheeks were red. The second girl who slapped me and this one was hard. Here i learned a new lesson - Never disappoint the expectations of a girl.
After that everything went quite fine other than the fact that this girl left the coaching a few weeks after this incident. I still hope it wasn't cause of me. In 9th i again changed my tuition class and i had come back to a my colony. Here i really started loosing my fear of girls. Even though our batch only had one girl during the first few months i was really comfortable talking to them now. I was getting a hang of it. After a few months a pack of 3 girls joined our batch who i could quickly become friends with. They were great friends and they were the only girls who i knew who hadn't slapped me. So i wasn't scared of them at all. W used to hang out , celebrated each others because birthdays in buzzard ways. They became my friends, good friends. Some of them also became my confidant who i could openly speak to. I had an amazing group of friends and i was happy but after my first term my parents unsatisfied changed my tuition again in the middle of the year to another place a bit far from my home. I was detached but still tried to remain in touch.
Then i did something which i still regret. There was this girl amongst our group who i considered as my sister. She was very caring and considerate. After some time i noticed she was rarely replying my texts. It never occurred to me that she must be having some problem or simply didn't have balance. I was in a bad mood one day and whenever i used to be in a bad mood i used to talk to her as she understood me. She knew how rp calm me down. But suddenly i got so furious cause she wasn't replying that i send her a text saying that she only cares about herself and whenever she wants something she asks me but when I want her help she would disappear and act as u didn't even exist. I also said that she wasn't a true friend and just a fake. I knew all this wasn't true and that she really was the complete opposite to how i described her but something had gotten into me. She took it personally and i don't blame her for that but since then i haven't received a single text from her. 2 and a half years and my best friends doesn't reply. It still upsets me but i cant do anything about it. She unfriended me on FACEBOOK and deleted my phone number. I do admit i said too much but from the next day itself i told her sorry repeatedly. Still no difference. I have tried so much but no, she wont reply. I guess i had said too much and it hurt her deep within. We were just friends but this friendship did mean something to me and because of my stupidity i lost a great friend... No, i lost a great sister. Its been 2 and a half years and I am still trying to make some kind of contact with her but i am not able to. Here i learned my 3rd lesson - Think before you say anything to girls.
The worst part about this small argument was that she ended up telling her girlfriends about this who were my friends too and due to this they all stopped taking to me. After 3 years if hard work i had made about 7-9 girl-friends and i lost them all because of one stupid fight. Right now, one of these nine has again started talking to me and i am happy i have one good girl-friend. She was the second closest to me after this girl who i had a fight with but its fine.
So the main problem i want to address is that i don't know how to handle girls. I don't know but one fight made me loose8 friends of mine just because i don't understand this breed. Due to this i have learned the final and most important lesson of all - Keep away from this species.
NOTE:No one is allowed to ask any questions about these people referred to in this post about their names or them including my parents and other relatives.
