Its time to say goodbye...

Happy new year to all. Well isn't this a great start to a blog? A five month late wish. It is something you will have to deal with it you are free enough to read a blog of a twelfth grade science student. With no time to spare for enjoying, blogging was way back in my to do list during the first five months of 2015. But here I am writing a blog and some science students may even be imagining how I got the time to write this.
This is for all my batchmates. Last year in St.Columba's. Gonna miss you guys a lot




When this journey had begun
All we cared to have was fun,
Never had we imagined that this day would come
Where we would have to say bye to many but some.
Oh I still remember those days when we laughed at another's pain
When our mind and heart were too vain
Oh but still did we enjoy those days when your bottles were our trademarks
And when recess mattered more than marks.
Well those days have passed when friendship was sharing a bar of chocolate,
When there were no boundaries set by expectations and fate.
A time where friendships broke because of breaking your favourite pencil,
And friends were made as we moved to the cooler for bottles to fill.
Then we reached that point when we understood who all were real and who were fake
When we could see through lies and the tales they would make.
When we could understand who were the ones who would stand by you
Who would understand what is like to be in your shoe.
But then love would break the hearts on many
And you would be there to guide me more than any
Staying up all night making sure I'm fine
Making sure i don't do anything stupid and stay in line.
Then there would be those who would be your friendly nemesis
The one who you aspire to beat but will help at time of Crysis.
Who will make you realize that you are your own boss
And his win won't be your loss.
There are so many who have helped me in shaping myself
All our stories won't fit my shelf
But I can assure you that I wont forget you behind
Even though this journey ends you will be there in my mind.
Now as this commences do I realise how much you are worth
Being alongside you all these years was like sitting beside a hearth.
And as this hearth fades away we have to light it back
So our memories don't get engulfed in black.
For now I believe this was just the prologue of our story
While the rest is yet to be written,
By you and me and ask those around us
For ' happily ever after' is yet to come.

Dilwale Vote Le Jayenge!

Happy New Year and a Happy Valentine's Day to all lovebirds. As Valentine's day has fallen during the World Cup many have had to prioritize between their love for an opposite sex and love for Asian baseball-cricket. With rebellions all over my Facebook wall I wondered what the rest of the world thought about this dilemma my friend circle was in. This question of mine was answered immediately by the all knowing Google ; as I opened a new tab on my browser Google showed its daily logo depicting the World Cup. Even the Google prioritized on the World Cup over Valentine's Day. Anyways, both(World Cup and Valentine's day) not being my forte I adopted the method of studies. With my 11th finals starting day after tomorrow I preferred to sit and go through my books rather than be a lovebird to a special someone. People say you need love to be happy and that your life shines at many shades if you have a loved one to open to but there  is one simple example I have to defend my statement - my brother. If being in a relationship means sleeping 12 hours of the day and talking to your special one the other 12 , then its better to stay single and just mingle. During this past week I have encountered one of the most 'crazy-in-love' people as well as the most 'desperate' people. Talking about senseless things a few days ago as I was surfing the web I came across a very interesting theory -The Boltzmann Brain Paradox. What it basically states is that 'What we see is a figment of our imagination and that our imagination is reality.' If you google about this you will only get science-y definition which will just fly over your head but after a days of internalizing I was able to extract the true essence of this Paradox. Basically on first sight it tells us that what we see isn't true but what we imagine is the truth; but on further consideration this statement feels absolutely baseless. Our imagination being reality again brings us back to the starting of the statement making it a loop this creating a Paradox. But this isn't what the Paradox wants to convey. It mainly tells us that we try to criticize the world we live and we always imagine a perfect world where we want to live ; but in reality what we see is really what we want to see and this perfect world we imagine even though being there in front of us we block it with our image of the false reality. A bit complicated but its the simplest form of explanation you can find on the internet. Well at least this is how i see and understand this Paradox and it may not be correct but I find my understanding quiet intriguing and a thing to think about a lot. 

Being a class 11th student politics is not my forte but everyone can have their views and opinions. Already warning all readers(if any) that my view points may sound stupid and may also be senseless but its how I have seen Indian politics in the last two years. I have no clue of what all has happened in the past and have absolutely no clue of what will happen in the future but these 2 and a half years from 2013 to 2015 Indian politics has caught my eye. According to me the Boltzmann paradox applies very well in these 3 major elections we have seen in the previous two and a half years being the 2 Delhi elections and the National elections. The people of India had never been satisfied with the government of India with whatever stand they take or whatever decision they execute. Placing criticism over all other factors the citizens of India decided to have change so that they can live in this perfect world they imagine about. The movement first initiated on a National level when Narendra Modi started guiding the people of India with his aim, initiative and great oratory skills. People started admiring him  and looked at him as a new hope to reach this prefect imaginary world. The other option only being the young face Rahul Gandhi whose aim and initiative were basically his mothers just coming from the mouth of a not-so-great speaker compared to the face of the BJP who all started adoring. The Modi wave moved on across as a pan India movement also striking the people of Delhi. The only glitch being the image of people about the BJP; what people thought was reality about BJP considering their past was in reality just imagination. The next great entry was of the Aam Aadmi Party in Delhi. Out of a small series of proceeding for the passing of the Lok Pal Bill emerged a small party lead by an ordinary face Arvind Kejriwal. With an incredible entry into politics the AAP were able to communicate with the people of Delhi and see their imagination of a perfect Delhi; an image of Delhi which every common man saw and not a Delhi which was only business hungry. With a great name and a meaningful symbol AAP emerged as another option to the people of Delhi to govern them. AAP was an option where the belief of "For the people, by the people, of the people" could really become reality. As the Delhi elections of 2013 came to an end AAP in alliance with congress were able to form a government in the NCR.

 Summing up everything that happened after this was basically that after 49 days of rule AAP left the center stage because of it not being able to meet its promises. As the Modi wave continued on a national perspective BJP increasingly got its supporters and Congress came to be ignored and neglected. BJP was able to attain the majority on itself and Modi became the PM of our state. Great speakers are always seen as great leaders but in practice it may not be true. This was realized after the BJP came to power. The Modi wave even though continued and Modi did his best to bring up a better India expectations were still not met; the prefect world was still not in front of the people. With Delhi re-elections almost being around the corner BJP and AAP tried their best to campaign and get their supports. Congress being out of the question the duel was between Modi and Kejriwal, or was it? BJP came up with a new face to be their CM candidate in Delhi - Kiran Bedi, a former AAP supporter. Even though Bedi tried to campaign to her best efforts the belief still remained the same that this was a duel between Modi and Kejriwal rather than Bedi and Kejriwal. With increasing support of AAP , the national party BJP was made to overstrain their campaigning desperate to win in the NCR. With all ministers and Modi himself campaigning for Bedi the desperation was obvious. Questions and allegations were made against AAP but the AAP support was too much to overcome. The vendetta against the BJP and the invisible INC was seen during the 2015 Delhi elections. With almost every exit poll claiming AAP to get a majority with atleast 38-45 seats expectations were high. But the climax wasn't what the BJP or the AAP expected. With 67 seats to the AAP and just 3 to the BJP Kejriwal had stopped the Modi juggernaut. It wasn't really the victory of AAP but in reality the victory of the people of delhi. The citizens of Delhi were able to impetus such a small party to the very top Ravaging the national party. This was a shukuchi for the AAP and proved to all other parties and politicians of the real power of the people. 

Basically these 2 years were like a Bollywood movie. A heroic entrance of the protagonist(Kejriwal) and a frightening entrance of the villain(Modi). The deceiving win of the hero initially but then overrun by the villain. The introduction of the heroine (Bedi) and a series of raging sequences before and after the intermission. Then the heartstopping climax where in the end the villain is destroyed and the hero wins by a huge victory. The only thing is that we cant assure a happily ever after. For that we have to wait for 5 years...So I guess we have to wait for sequel of this film and we hope it becomes more interesting and better. 

After the results of the Delhi elections the BJP and INC must understand one thing -
Dilwale Vote Le Jayenge!

Science Vs. Philosophy

Its taken me some time to sit in front of my desktop and dwell into the deepest parts of my mind to discover something interesting for the Nothingness to read in my blog. My family was telling me to write about my surgery which took place and prior to the surgery that was my idea but sadly, the surgery wasn't adventurous or interesting enough to be shortlisted into the topics on which i would write a long 200-300 word blog post on. To be quiet honest i expected a lot more from my surgery. The image i had about the surgery i was going to go through and what really happened to me were like completely 2 different sides of a coin. What i had thought of was that i would go through a lot of pain the moment the effect of the anesthesia would disappear but the only pain(or feeling to be precise) was a small tingling in my throat. Also my 3 day experience in the hospital ward wasn't fun at all.(No one had ever told me that stays at the hospital ward would be cloud9 moments but i expected more interesting cases and patients around me like those patients in the TV show House but the only type of people i was around was a very old man and a very young kid.... Sounds so interesting.) The only 2 things that i hated about the surgery were that it wasted almost a week of my diwali vacations and that i had been prescribed a huge list of disgusting medicines. 

After my surgery was over my school reopened and my preparations for my 2nd term Unit Tests began which was followed by a week of long exams.  My papers ended last Friday and I had to again sit and wonder what to write on. Being a science student the only thing that usually pops into my head is something related to science which at a lot of times becomes irritating but sometimes also helps me discover stuff i never knew. Also, as my dad talks about philosophy all the time, I tend to mix my science mind with all the philosophy i learned through my own life experiences and the frequent malayalam articles my dad writes.  This made me wander around in the realm between Science and Philosophy, a place which brought up a lot of questions in my mind. Getting more interested to find what Philosophy had to do with Science, I opened a very old book I found at my place named "The story of Philosophy" by Will Durant. Even though i got bored after reaching the 100 page mark i collected a lot from it and tried to paint my own analogy between Science and Philosophy.

"So much of our lives is meaningless, a self cancelling vacillation and futility; we strive wit the chaos about us and within; but we would believe all the while that there is something vital and significant in us, could we but decipher our own souls."
This extract from the book THE STORY OF PHILOSOPHY by Will Durant defines life as a philosopher's definition but for teenagers of the 21st century this would just be a combination of complicated phrases combined to form an illogical explanation to something undefined. For a simple teenager, life would simply mean struggling to manage their scholastic and non-scholastic activities as well as in cooperation a small love-life and a large amount of meditation in the form of slumber. But the difference between the definition of life by a philosopher and a teenager isn't much. This is where the beauty of philosophy lies- it isn't something that remains a constant but is in reality a variable whose value solely depends on the perception and belief and not on reasoning and science. What a teenager experiences in his or her daily life makes them realize how the world is.

There is a large bridge between 'Science' and 'Philosophy'.
Philosophy deals with the beliefs and doesn't require reasoning while Science deals with reasoning and required proof. Philosophy questions everything - mainly life and feelings. It was philosophy that created science but it is science that destroys philosophy.  Science eliminates beliefs and applies reasoning.  Yet, philosophy answers to questions which science cannot, including emotions and feelings.

According to me, philosophy provides us explanations to the questions God couldn't answer during the creation of the universe. But when the time comes when science will be able to answer all questions it will mean  the end of the human race,a time where there will be no option of choice and only a set pattern from birth to death; an age which will be ruled by the living dead; a phase when everyone will believe in the past while living the present trying to weave a past as the future. Every person has a reason to live and it is this that distinguishes one person from another; it is this that has let humans evolve and modernize to the place we have reached at present. But this is nothing near the peak of human excellence and it is belief and the art of questioning all occurrences that will lead us to this peak. With an era where no questions left unanswered we will start living a predefined life to reach a predefined death; life of different individuals won't be of importance as the contribution of all will be the same.
The death of Philosophy will be due to Science and it will mean the death of evolution. For a simple school-going-teenager life pretty much already seems predefined but what the youth doesn't understand is that destiny is written by us and not by the Almighty. Only we have the right to hold our quill and write down our destiny. 
I don't believe in fate; what i look at is my destiny. Though they seem the same they are completely different. Fate is predefined; it tells you what WILL happen to you and not what CAN happen to you. We cant choose our fate but we choose our destiny. We define our destiny and try to reach it; Fate is independent of our decisions and beliefs while destiny solely depends on our aspirations and desires. There is only one thing which 'fate' decided in our life and that is death. Philosophy helps us look at things through different perspectives while Science focuses only on one perspective.
This is what makes the difference.  

       

Physics! Why are you messing with me?!

Class 11th is simply horrible. Not because you have to learn 2 bulky books for the final exam and also not because of that freaking huge shift in syllabus. It is simply because of a freaking sick  7 letter word which is sadly the reason why this world -

PHYSICS

Life isn't simple and everyone knows that as it wasn't supposed to be. God was probably going through some psychological trauma when he created this world but he never realized how shitty and complex the world was. Then he made the greatest mistake he could have ever done, creating the human race. Humans needed an explanation to everything and that is what has lead to the world we all live in now. After torturing the human brain for centuries human beings were able to provide the reason for everything irrelevant but nothing relevant and named it something which itself told you how sick it is - Physics. Claiming how the world runs scientists dedicated their lives trying to unravel the mysteries of the world which were results of great ideas and devotion but are of complete waste of time. I know there will be many Physics lovers sitting and reading this and you will be completely against my way of thinking but hold on to your horses, give me some more time to explain the "Physics behind this irrelevant Physics."

I would like to start from the basics we learn from class 8 and move on to the shit we learn in 11th and 12th. The first time I was introduced to Physics was through this small chapter in our class 8 textbook titled - "Friction". With many illustrations and hardly any text it look as one of easiest and most attractive chapters in our 8th grade Science textbook. What the chapter taught us was simply where we experience friction and why we experience friction. Then I saw the same chapter being repeated in class 9 but now the illustrations were replaced by half-page numericals which made us calculate when the ball will stop when rolled on a surface and how much force we need to apply to make the ball move a certain distance. It sounds helpful in real life as we dont need to experiment these situations to find the values, but wait! Then I found this small line printed beside the questions which said :

"We neglect air resistance"

So these half page numericals make us calculate values which occur only in hypothetical situations and are completely irrelevant to the real value we want. This is what scientists do; they take the assumption that the world is perfect and dedicate all their lives on calculations and theories which work only in impossible situations. 

So in conclusion what we learn in our science classes are about cases which are NEVER going to happen. 

Now we come to class 9 and 10 where we learn about the Newton's apple which destroyed many science-loving-souls i.e. Gravitation. A very simple, obvious and easy theory which Newton stated is another example of Irrelevant Physics. I again accept the fact that life on Earth wouldn't be possible without the presence of the invisible force but the irrelevance comes to the facts, laws and theories we learn about Gravitation. All the formulas Newton derived for gravitation were done under one condition which is that all external forces other than gravitational force must be ignored. So the same conclusion arises again i.e. such cases are never going to happen. An object will never be accelerating at the rate of 9.81 meters per seconds squared because of the influence of the ignored forces like air resistance, viscous friction and other crap. 

Physics till here was bearable but then came the Expressway to Hell when we enter the realm of class 11th Physics which roamed around theories and beliefs which had no relevance to common man's life. Some simple examples would be Vectors and Thermodynamics. Just to fiddle some more with the budding minds of the future generations scientists came up with the theory of Vectors, something which was, is and will be one of the most useless topics ever being taught in Physics. The simple explanation of velocity which made complete sense to us in class 10 morphed into the unknown suddenly as we enter 11th grade. What earlier used to be represented as 5km/hr to the direction North-West now turned into 3i(cap)+4j(cap)km/hr. How does this make sense and how does it create a difference?! In the end no one is going to refer to the velocity of something in reference to a cartesian plain.

  Then comes the stupidity of Thermodynamics. Physics wasn't miserable enough that they had to add another topic of complete irrelevance into its Contents page. This topic mainly includes stuff like how much energy is lost or how much heat is produced when something reacts with something at a specific temperature and pressure. If possible try to explain it to me how can knowing the amount of energy lost by a compound during its reaction with something else be of possibly any use to anyone? Even the compound itself won't care about the energy it looses but scientists have to poke their finger into everything possible. Even if it were of any use, the calculations and laws are applicable only if the reactions take place at a specific temperature and pressure but the world isn't like a science lab where everything can be controlled. 

In short I do agree that life runs around Physics, but life doesn't run around the Physics we learn all day.

Now there are some people who may say that Physics also applies is psychology and I am here to prove them wrong again. I would like to quote a Physics lover who was in a conversation with a Gandhian some time ago-

"In Physics there is this concept of Uncertainty. You can never do two things at once, if you do so both won't give the correct results, one has to be a wrong result due to the uncertainty in one of the results. Even life is like that. You can never be certain about something you do."  

 The above statement made by this Physics lover who was trying to support Physics sadly contradicts her own stand. Physics itself makes so many assumptions and tries to prove everything right without any uncertainty. Sadly, Physics has as many flaws as life and you can never be certain about the result you get. Also, defending the fact that Physics also applies in psychology I would simply like to say that Physics only works if we take the maximum number of assumptions to create the perfect environment but life isn't that simple that you can randomly make assumption to make it perfect; life cant be explained through theories and relations through mathematical calculations but can only be explained by it itself. Taking assumptions isn't an option in life as it just makes life more of a mess than it is from the start.

So to all those Physics lovers who still don't believe in the "Physics of irrelevant Physics" I have only one thing to tell you - 

 Enjoy wasting your life when you can live it a 100 times better.

May the (Mass x Acceleration) be with you.

:P

#ModiAtMadison

                This is not the usual stuff I write on my blog but as I sit on my sofa listening to our Prime Minister Narendra Modi speaking at Madison Square Garden, I am genuinely impressed as well as fortunate that I was able to live through an age where our country could get such a great Prime Minister like Modi. People have different views of seeing this man who is not only going to change the face of this country, but also the way in which bharat will change.  Good governance is essential for India's progress and I believe it is this man who will lead us to that step.

Politics is something which the youth isn't interested at first and due to this did we used to see that the total vote bank from the youth was less. But it is this old man who is standing for the youth. He isn't just a usual old man who is a part of the democracy of the country, but a man who understands the youth and acts as he is a part of this youngistaan.  It is only because of this man and Arnab Goswami that I got interested in Indian politics. 

            Being the youth he talks about and represents, as I see this speech on the television I am motivated and touched. 

"The people's blessings is God's blessing... People are the representatives of God." 
            As he thanks the Indian crowd in America for helping him in his election, he says that he never asked for God's blessings as people's blessing were God's blessings. If he got the people's blessings, it means that God is on his side. He is just another person among the million Indians and it was these million that gave him their blessings to run their land.



"India has 3 things which no other country has all together...Democracy - Youth - Demand."

The largest democracy in the world has the largest Youth population in the world. It is this youth that will lead the country forward and it is in India that this youth is willing to be a part of the running of the country and those who aren't voice their concern their voices and demands. India is an open voice with no restrictions and will flourish as this youth will bring this country to the top and change the fate of this country. America is the oldest democracy but India is the largest democracy.

"Everyone around the world come and settle in America ... Indians are settled everywhere around the world."

We are the people who allow this machine(the world) to work and move on. Anywhere in America, you will be able to find a potpourri of different people form different countries blending together. But anywhere around the world, you will be able to find an Indian. We have no reason to look back.




"It is my dream to see a time when every Indian will believe that India must move forward and I know that today's youth will lead us to such a time."

 It is this man himself who will lead the youth and lead the country to a time when everyone will believe so. The youth believes in him and he believes in us and this is what will lead the country to a time where India will be the unstoppable force. "My strength is 125 crore Indians." ; and for the youth it his him that will be our strength and lead us forward.




"I was not made the Prime Minister to handle pity issues. I was made the Prime Minister to change the country."

He believes that he can change the country by starting small and ending big; by doing small but aiming big.
"I will make India the country of your dreams."

India is about to change.... just wait and watch as we reach the top.


ANDHERA GHANA HAI , PAR DIYA JALANA KAB MANA HAI?

#ModiAtMadison :) 

A Conversation

"Oh creature, who are you?"

I asked to the chasing shadow

Who then did unveil itself

From the darkness but its face won't show.

With silence as the reply

In mere oblivion both stood

One in anticipation of an answer

The other trying to escape if he could.

But with all the strength it had

the creature did reply,

"Oh! This little big planet won't help me much

I should better start learning to fly."

Confused by its own words it spoke

Unaware of what it meant.

It collapsed under its own frustration

And a shriek of rage it sent.

"Oh God!"Forgive me for I have sinned,

And I plead for no more punishments

For this life itself is the most painful one

And I suffer in all its encroachments."

"Oh creature, who are you?"

I asked again to the sinner that in front of me stood.

Who there stood still in the darkness

Being as emotionless as one could.

"Pain is what destroys one's soul

and makes the being a hollow

which then lusts for pain and lives for blood

A human soul is made too shallow.

Life is a game which can't be won

But fate is an opponent that can be defeated

Death is a stage which cant be overseen

But destiny is a level which can be created.

Still to do all this in the darkness I live in

Is like finding the light at the end of an infinite tunnel.

With having hopes and beliefs in here as a sin

Death and pain being the only things to crave for.

Memories once consumed are hard to forget

But dreams once seen are hard to remember

Nightmares once been in are hard to escape

And life once gone through, you don't want to remember."

"Oh creature, who are you?"

Impatiently I asked the lost dweller

Who lost in memories now stood

And continued being the story teller.

"Love is a lie that breaks one's heart

and clenches him in its unbreakable spell

Which brings shades of white in a life of black

But throws us back into a place known as hell.

With trusts all broken

I'm living a life of no reason

A world where its always dusk

With no change of season.

As a drop of tear

Vanishes in the big wide sea

In this sorrowful world

I'm lost for none to see."

"Oh my friend, what kind of life you live

Tears flow down as I hear your lore.

But also laugh I do at your destined fate

So i would like to know no more.

Just I want to know whose fate are you?"

And then did the creature step outside

With its head bowed down low

But now its face it didn't hide.

As I saw its visage my body went shivering

For all this time it was ME who was speaking.

The God Of The New World

 Lately I was thinking a lot about what to write my next post on and sadly nothing popped into my head. I was kind of sad thinking that I had nothing going on in my mind. You see, its tough to think of a good enough topic to write a blog post on in a blog which hardly anybody reads other than me, myself and I. But the problem is that whenever this busy mind of mine is at work trying to unravel the mysteries of my own life people come and create ripples in my thought process. Sometimes I come up with such vivid ideas to write my blog post on but suddenly someone would come and disturb me throwing away these ideas to the darkest dimensions of my mind. I believe every mind has a bermuda triangle in it and whenever something goes there, it completely disappears without a trace. The only problem I face is that all my ideas end up falling in that area. So I thought of writing this post as soon as possible so that the present idea which is in my mind doesn't fall into this area of nothingness. Even though this idea maybe the most boring ones among all the other ideas which had popped into my head, you can't blame me, its nature. But before I start the real stuff I want to talk about there as some things that bug me a lot these days. My parents are so behind me these days. My dad on one side believes that whenever I am not sitting on my table and not studying I am wasting time which is quiet irritating cause whenever I get up to even get a bottle of water I get comments like - "Don't waste time... Time is precious .... Go study!" Its like my body was designed to just study and because I am not doing what was programmed into me I am getting many virus alerts after every five minutes. That is not the main problem I am going against these days. My mom is becoming a Columban and that completely sucks. If you had read the previous post of mine about The Columban Ideology then you would be having a pretty good idea of what Columbans think of about girls. Just for a small recap, Columbans believe that every girl who is your friend becomes your crush or your girlfriend. This is what I have to go through everyday in school, surrounded by humans who assume Columbans can never have a girl - friend and if they have one she becomes his girlfriend. Being used to that atmosphere for the past 12 years, I have no problem with it but I can't staying in that same atmosphere in home too. I have some friends in my colony who I chat with and when my mom found out that I have some girl-friends among these, she started getting on my nerves. Everyday she would ask me questions like -

                "How is __________(can't give the name.... :P)?"

"Is ___________ ignoring you?"

                                          "Niranjan, _________ is good. I like her"

These series of questions become very irritating when being hear almost once a day. Its like the indirect way of telling me that I shouldn't interact with girls at this age or at least even if I do not so much. What I don't understand is that even though I wrote a 2-3 page blog on Girls and clearly stated there that I am not interested in such things why do you need to keep bugging me. Also I have noticed that since that blog post, my parents are even more concerned about who I talk with and who I don't. My blog's purpose was to stop that but I believe my post didn't show the effects I hoped it would.

Leaving all this and coming to what I really wanted to say. I had written this short story lately named SINS whose first chapter I had posted on my blog too and I liked the story line so much that I felt that I should write a complete book on it and that is what I am trying to do these days. The problem is that all the free time I have, I end up thinking about what I should write in continuation of my story. The thing is SINS is a murder mystery novel due to which what my mind usually thinks about is interesting and intriguing ways of killing people without a detective being able to solve it. You see, to write a murder mystery novel , you have to put yourself in the murderer's shoes. Here is when I found out that being a serial killer is the most difficult profession in the world. I really mean it. Becoming a doctor may be tough cause you have to mug up a lot of difficult words; or a judge cause he makes the decision for all cases representing the people; or a surgeon cause the life of a human depends on his hands. But a serial killer has to think of many other things. Even for him a human life depends on his hands but the only difference is that a surgeon has to save a life while a killer has to destroy it. Saving a life only needs love for other human souls but it is tougher to take away life cause you have to overcome all your fears and execute the murder perfectly. The catch isn't here; the main thing the murderer has to think of is not only killing his victim, but also to leave no trace of himself. Even a second of diversion and you have put an end to your life too. A surgeon doesn't need to care about his own life but a murderer is playing with two lives - one which he has to slay and the other which he has to keep safe.
You can't be a human when you are killing people, who have to become a higher race for sometime. Such a race whose moves cannot be predicted by the inferior humans. A human serial killer can never be successful, but a monster always lives forever but still is found nowhere. A monster not only knows how to execute a perfect murder but also predict the moves of the humans behind him and always stay a step ahead. He has the ability to play with others minds even without talking to them and make them do what he wants with no strings attached. According to me the IQ of a perfect murderer would be higher than anyone imaginable and to catch someone like this you would require a monster on the good side too. Only a fiend can destroy a fiend cause that's what destiny is. Humans are simple a minor race considered to demons and monsters. 

 But this is not where my main question lies. What would be do if a monster would be on our side? Would we still try to get rip of it? Or would we use it at our own advantage? What I mean to say is that what if there is a murderer who helps humans in general? Sounds odd but it is a valid question. What would we do if there is some human in the corner of the world who kills all the bad people without leaving a trace of himself? He has the ability to kill anyone he wants but uses it to kill all the rapists and murderers and thieves of the world so that he can make the world a better place. A person who doesn't harm innocents but punishes all sinners. What would we do if such a being existed amongst us but we had no clue who he really is? Would we come together and try to find this person so we can kill him for taking many lives or would we worship him for making the world a cleaner place? Would we try to destroy this monster or make him the God Of The New World? 

 Humans have a tendency to only see the wrongs and completely forget the rights. For once think deeply, considering all pros and cons of such a human. Would he be a boon or a curse for mankind? Would he be the destruction or the creation of a new world? 

 I to be honest would support such a God and if been able to have such powers and talent, would do the same. Yes, you may think of me being foolish but for me a sinner deserves death, not an innocent and I could go to the extent of sinning to destroy such a sinner. I also know that I just contradicted myself by saying sinners should face death and that i would sin, but I would freely accept death if I could clean the world from all sinners. I am not saying that I would ever become a killer in the future or I have any intentions to become one. What I am trying to say that I would like the world to be a cleaner place, even if it meant losing my life for it. I believe the existence of such a person would allow the normal people to walk peacefully due to their belief of the sinners being punished while the sinners wont do anything afraid of being this God's next target. 

 I would like to get others opinions too. On whose side would you be? The side of humanity or the side of punishment?